Happy Birthday !! dear me..

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Saengil Chukka Hamnida,

                Saengil Chukka Hamnida,

Sarang Ha Neun Yo On shi,

               Saengil Chukka Hamnida!

yeyeyeyeyeyeyeyy!!!!!!!!

okay Yoon dah 18 tahun.Yoon boleh :

1. Yoon boleh kahwin. (huish tu yang first tu)

2. Kad Yoon yang lebah tadika tu nnt boleh tukar kott. kot. eh.

3. Boleh tengok wayang 18sx, 18pg ,18 plus plus lah. bhahahaha! *evil*

4. Yoon boleh kahwin, (eh macam kenal..)

No,the thing is,how I wish I can be a better muslimah InsyaAllah. That's the true intention actually. Be a better person in every aspects. Less crying and start moving. hewhew. being an 18 years old agasshi is kinda.. err. ntah. biasa je. Semalam  punya birthday macam tak rasa apa-apa. 

19th October 2012...

Raja is the first person tu wish me. Then linda. Then  ramai-ramai lagi lah.Facebooklah, twitter lah, whatsapp lah. ha, ada neighbour bilik datang nyanyi! giler terharu. seriously. It's like a stranger coming to confess you  a love confession. (amboi over).And mak titew call titew pagi2 esok tu. cayang mak!

But seriously, it'll never be the same like my 17th birthday celebration. truthfully. It feels like I'm all alone.No raja, linda, nurul, nana, mai, syahirah, asmira and attras yg celebrate hari tu. I missed all that. Ntahla. But we'll never know right? Perasaan memang macam tu. 

Tup tup, today is one of the most memorable day in my life. Last hang out with the roommates. Macam birthday celebration jugakla. awh! Thanks Cha, Farihah and Mawar. I love you guys. and macam sedih sebab last gathering before Cha tukar bilik :(  sedihla sebab titew dah biasa berempat kan. sobbs.

But I'll remember this day, forever. *touching pulak!*

at Wendy's. I ordered a set of Mushroom Melts Burger + Cheese and Cheese Baked Potato. nomnomnom. and an ala carte chicken nuggets. hoy, melantak weh! 

sweet tak sweet tak? (padahal diorang kene paksa semua tuh. ah lantaklah)

gaya nak kena pelempang by Farihah and me.

gaya makan kalau nak pikat mak mentua. ha nilah.mesti mak mentua uolls akan cakap, "ala tomei tomei I punya menantu ni! awh!" pfft. ouh lupa, ini saya dan Ain Amira Aishah or Cha :)

macam manja kan? ni Mawar berduri. hewhew

and these are all lovey dovey pictures throughout the day. What a great time we had :)

they are not well arranged. but anyway, they are absolutely well arranged in my heart. ikhlas ni tau :(

by the way,I missed those moments in 2011. I'll never forget that.

memories dated back on 19th October 2011...

chocolate moist cake :)

terharu tau :(

the only guy yang celebrate hari tu. one of the best buddy ever. kamsahamida attras!

Tapi gambar linda, raja, nurul, mai, syahirah, nana and as takde la pulok :( gambar2 ni pon as yang emailkan. by the way, as ada hantar gambar kek yg dia "baked" sendiri. ceh. and here's the picture :)

google image pon bolehhh. haha! as ni comel la :')

as sent me these pictures on my birthday. sedey titew :( gambar Yoon and Syahirah and As waktu form 5. huwaaa nak nangis!

Whatever it is, I am so grateful to still having the chance to breath and cherish all these moments with peoples around me. 

and ohh, these are the presents from my buddies for my birthday! thanks a lot!

this one from Ilya :) love you girl! ada Ferrero Rocher dalam bunga tu.

and this one is from pakcik Mesir. Sunbae Faiz Afiq. even dia bagi awal sebab pos before balik Mesir, still thanks you so much Faiz shi. that Fluffy is so comel :) tapi dia dah lalui dugaan hidup banyak dah. hewhew

okay I think that's all. cukup-cukuplah tu kan. penat ni. nak study Islamic Legal History sampai pukul 4 pagi. Fighting!

More Than Words

Assalamualaikum wbt.

last gathering for law's group 325. I'm gonna miss you guys.

Isyqie and Nazir. how sweet!

our foods for the gathering! big hugs for the sponsors! *titew tau makan je*

Isma, Bad and Nazir (lagi) 

me and Ted Mosby. k nama dia Zieah, Amira Nazihah :)

Nazir(lagi), hanif the Typo King, Badrul and Ammar

Mawar. ini masa kitorang di Wendy's. jumpa crush dan kegilaan law students first year, "mamat Pasha Ungu"

gambar lama. takpelah. Farihah and me!

*abaikan gambar ni. hewhew*

okay. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

3 bulan tak update. lots to say. lots to show. but I believe that pictures tell more than words. I guess so. So tadaaaaa! the life of Hazirah Roslan for like almost 4 months in CFSIIUM. not bad. okaylah. haha. Those pictures show you how my life is in here with my friends, roommates bla bla bla. sikit jer, tapi jadila kan. recently I ni low profile, tak banyak amik gambar.hewhew.and gambar yang last tu. opps. terbatak sekejap. sebab sekarang tengah tengok cerita Nice Guy. amagashh!! siapa tak tengok pergi tgk. ada song joongki and lee kwang soo! amagashh amagashh. okay batak.

sebab yoon tau korang semua dah habis final exam kan. =,= so qada' la cerita korea. best tau.

but anyway, I am currently in my final weeks. hewhew. almost done with law papers. 2 papers to go. Fighting! *First time dalam sejarah yoon nangis study. gilaa. laws mmg gilaa*

and tup tup! it's almost the end of the first semester. sobbs sobbs. sayonara first sem, and say hi to second sem! can't wait to see you :D

And ha! there's a lot of things happened recently. Things related to. well, heart? amboi jiwang habis! tapi betol la :( okay tutup kes.

so here I am. I am in a good condition. healthy, beautiful (abaikan) and still moving on. weeehoo.

baibai! pray for me for my upcoming examination results :3

 

"kau ni Hazirah, waktu Maghrib pon jadi".-Mawar "Eleh, kau pon join,"-Yoon

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

I went to pasar malam just now. With Mawar. For THE FIRST TIME, for like almost 1 month being here. Teruk kan? Muka stok jakun jeeeee. hehe. Yoon bab2 muka ni susah la nak cover. senang giler tau mende yg Yoon fikir. Aduhh. Tapi seronok. sebab lepas hujan.Sejuk. and minggu ni selalu hujan.

Love the rain. Love the rahmah, InsyaAllah.

like seriously..LAMANYA TAK UPDATEEE. okay enough.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.

Annyong!! ehem ehem. macam segan la pulak nak update balik. puiiii. haha. whatever it is, Yoon is back! woohoo, fantastic baby. okay cukup.

here I am, with my beloved roommates, in CFS IIUM :)

SEBULAN LEBIH. kind of lama jugak tak update blog ni kan.rindu Allah saja yang tahu. yelah, nak jugak capub capub cerita boring-perasan-puii Yoon kat blog. hehe.supposed to nak update bila masuk sini. unfortunately, the wifi system here is like WOOOOWW, mmg bagus (mata ke atas, tgn ke bahu). Yoon, behave. ada wifi pongg patut bersyukur okay? hehe. so bila dah sebulan lebih kat sini, what do you expect me  to tell? A lot. Yup. its TOO MUCH AND OVERFLOWED. so rasa macam nak buat timeline je kat sini. hehehe. from 1st week until now . tapi sorryla, nama je budak law, tapi malas gilaa nak type panjang2. hehe.

Actually, its kinda cool here eventhough many things happened (bad,good etc etc). As long as I know how to adapt myself from time to time, and getting better, its more than enough. Living here is not like many people said, tak tahan la, apa la. amboi, lek sudah. tak gelabah gelabah pon kat sini..Point Yoon sebenarnya,its all back to the basic actually. UIA is UIA and I'm proud to be one of the students. And when I stop for a while and think, that if I'm not ready for this, I am not ready for any changes later on. 

Hidayah. Make things better.

This is one of a Allah's gift for me. to be a better person, InsyaAllah. kalau nak tunggu hidayah bergolek-golek depan mata, hmm fikir fikir sendiri la. Everything happened for a reason. And to be honest, Yoon rasa sangat sangat bersyukur because this is what Allah planned for me, and He knows the best.And so far, everything is SOO FINEE here, and the 'culture shock' period has already ended the season. 

Law. My bedtime story.

Alhamdulillah, bila exam APT and EPT hari tu, (Arabic placement test and English placement test, to determine student's requirement and duration in CFS) Yoon exit English. hanya Allah je tahu how grateful I am when I saw my result. So bila exit english ni, I dont have to take English subject anymore.kind of an advantage actually. APT? ehem, level 2 la brader. kalau exit tu, sumpah masuk ICU sakit jantung. haha. so approximately, I have 1 year to complete my studies in here.Alhamdulillah. just kalau nak buat syariah, additional 1 sem. pasal tu, nnt baru fikir.

Law is superb. seriously. Maybe sbb Yoon minat, so macam fun gilaaa kot belajar. ada 3 core subjects : Law and Society, Islamic Legal History and Introduction to Legal System. tough tough semuanya. I also have to take 2 more additional subject required by CFS: Arabic and Computer. altogether 5 subjects. Schedule? tak payah cakap pongg dah tau pack.bila orang kata law ni kena hafal bagai, I absolutely reject that statement. Its not about memorizing, its more into understanding the concept.bagi Yoon, kunci nak study law ni, hari-hari kita kena baca. tak boleh malas. kalau malas, kau boleh pergi blah jauh jauh. betul, tak tipu.Current issues semua kena tahu.tak boleh nak ganti katak duduk bawah tempurung enh.Jadi budak law ni, library is our second home.kalau boleh nak bawak bantal busuk sume. so, kita kena rajin baca and faham. kalau hafal je, memang lupa.Not to forget, learning Arabic from the basic is extremely fun and full of excitement (amboi macam nak buat iklan yg persuasive gilaa je). Yela, bila belajar waktu lower form dulu compared bila belajar kat sini, this is the thing I always said "oooohhhhhhhhhhh". hehe. Means, ustaz ustazah kat sini mmg fantastic baby la! thumbs up. takdela bosan (even 3 jam satu kelas arab tu. perghh).

And and and, I got awesome roommates with me. teringat bila demam 3 kali hari tu (teruk gila kan,nampak sangat huduh perangai tu) they took a really good care of me. Thanks Farihah, Mawar and Cha. May Allah bless and rewards you, InsyaAllah. tiba-tiba rindu pulak dekat shahirah, putput ngn syira. hope you guys stay fantastic baby k?? (tak habis2 ngn fantastic baby. addicted. opps)

belakang tu Zainab Jahsy College, my lovey dovey mahallah :DD

sebenarnya Yoon curi masa buat assignment ni nak update blog. hehe. buruk perangai. ish ish. so macam dah dapat hidayah nak sambung kerja. so tu je la kottt. nnt ada masa, Yoon mencapub lagi kat sini. till then, syukran jazilan for spending your time here, wa ilal liko'.

"we are the torchbearers for the ummah, guided by the Quran and Sunnah" -CFS IIUM, Petaling Jaya

Allahualam.

got lots to say

Assalamualaikum wbt.

well macam biasa,

"lamanya tak update blog, rindu tak?" and it continues to aww here and there and move on to bla bla bla which supposed to be nonsense. and I start blushing for nothing.so I better cut out this crap.

Ingatkan nak update bila daftar UIA nanti, tapi rasa macam, aish lamanya. tangan dah gatal dah untuk mengekspresikan omelan-omelan yg terkumpul di dalam benak jiwa ragaku yg terkunci rapat ini. cewaah ayat... Dewan Bahasa you! haha. kan dah mengarut. bila cakap pasal mengarut, it reminds me of some comments my friends spilled throughout our conversations lately. the nominees are :

1.  Kau masuk uia? hahaha . Alhamdulillah.. hahaha (dgn gaya memerli, which I knew that when he/she put the 'haha' twice)
2.  Kau masuk uia? tapi kau kan kuat ngarut. hahaha. orang cakapla. (padahal kalau orang tak cakap pon dye tau Yoon kuat ngarut)
3.  Awak masuk uia? sejuk perut ibu mengandung. haha (yg ni anonymous. punyala ingat kawan raja, tu yg hentam approved kat fb. ceit. and dia kinda memerli jugak tu. the way he wrote the conversations later on which I didn't plan to mention here.)
4.  and banyak lagi yg memberikan ucapan tahniah diselangi gelak 'haha' yang turut disambung dengan kemengarutan Yoon yg sangat pantang apabila orang ajak mengarut. haish. facepalm.

 I can be cool sometimes. and serious. seriously.

and bagi Yoon, benda ni sangat lawak and FACT. err, FACTS. di mana, mengarut, gelak terbahak-bahak, menganjing sana sini mmg rutin harian. (in a more proper way la. jgn ingat Yoon minah rempit mana pulak. haha).lawak tu pulak bila fikir yg Yoon ni sedar diri jugak ye.haha. so I do really hope that I can adapt myself in UIA soon. which is a challenge for me becoming a whole new better person. eh silap, same person with a better in..err.. in everything, senang cerita.Tapi Yoon ada cakap kat Raja, "aku rasa nanti aku berubah la. InsyaAllah. cuma! ada dua benda yg aku susah sikit. satu, kalau antara kita kawan-kawan, aku mesti tak boleh stop mengarut. and dua, antara kita kawan-kawan jugak, aku susah nak ubah gelak terbahak bahak tu. sekian". and Raja just kata "aku tahu." haha. sungguh memahami betol. and I should be survive too, sebab Nurul is not going to uia. yup. Its for her best. and I should respect her. I did cry a little at first, but then I know that I would do the same if I put myself in her shoes. which doesn't fit. sebab kaki dia kecik.kaki Yoon besar. saiz apa ntah.okay shut up. kan Yoon dah talking nonsense lagi? ceit. so back on the track, Yoon nak cerita apa yg Yoon buat lately. takdelah meghaban menganjing sana sini sangat pon. Yoon sopan sebenarnya. *dalam hati ada Jurassic Park*

•  I attended many wedding receptions which is so lovey dovey sebab pengantin dia semua hensem-hensem cantik-cantik. *faint*. mak, nak kahwin awal! p/s: badan rasa berlemak giler lepas habis kenduri-kendura tu semua. jogging? InsyaAllah azam tahun depan. hihi
• I bought stuffs required for UIA and abah dah pening. asyik keluar duit je. bila nak masuknya? takpe abah, nnt adik dah kerja, adik masukkan balik duit tu. InsyaAllah :). tgk, ada smiley lagi. sweet kan?
• I put a lot of effort doing Running Man Marathon. woohoo. bajet marathon lari-lari je kan. no lah. Episodes marathon which are daebak! jjang! banyak missed episodes, so nak catch up balik to see my Kwang Soo aww. hihi. and sekarang Yoon mendahului orang lain! bhahaha(gelak bangga)

❥ Lee Kwang Soo . ni masa dia tengah buat stupid movie action dengan Haroro, hillarious.

• I finished King 2 Hearts at finally. phewww. great episodes, great ending and a great plot. thumbs up for the film crew. cerita dia sgt tak typical so memang seronok tengok. tapi sedih, hero 2nd mati. tak dapat nak kahwin dengan princess 2nd. sedih gilaaaa! (tarik rambut). tapi tak boleh nak lawan menangis meraung-raung tgk cerita 49 days. *nodded twice sambil silang tgn*

 ni la hero second and princess second tu.captain Eun Shi Kyung and Princess Lee Jae Shin. one of my favourite couple in the story, besides hubby aku (Lee Seunggi) dgn Ha Ji Won.hihi

 and this is the heartbreak scene. *hatiku jatuh berkecai*

• practiced driving skills. meronggeng dengan kereta myvi abah. nak keluar je rumah, mesti cepat-cepat capai kunci kereta, then buat muka comel sambil ada bubble talks dekat tepi kepala dengan abah/mak which sounds like this, "abah/mak, hihi, nak bawak kereta, hihi. enh? enh?bolehla bolehla". even Yoon tau tak comel pon buat camtu. cis. and it actually works!
•  facebook, twitter, blogs, editing, capturing, and benda yang budak-budak sebaya Yoon selalu buat. alah, benda lagha tu. haha. auchh tertusuk! ada benefits jugak sometimes especially bagi Yoon yang jarang baca paper.tengok berita? puii!
• and not to forget, I think I got a new bestfriend. nama dia Itam. haha. kucing Yoon la. cuma sejak akhir-akhir ni Yoon rapat ngan dia. macam ganti Ruby pulak. Rudy pulak tgh sakit mata, so tak boleh nak manja-manja sangat. and surprisingly, Itam manja gilaa kot. jgn disangka Itam itu ganas, lembut di dalam sebenarnya. 'hitam itu menawan'-iklan apa ntah Yoon pernah tengok dulu. 

 ni edited picture. tu Itam, comel kan.

• and pada setiap malam, I stayed up the whole night sampai 4-5 pagi dgn muka terpacak depan lappy macam orang yang takde life. oh my.

Itu sahajalah routine Yoon yg sangat rawks (tangan ke bahu, mata ke atas) sejak akhir-akhir ni. tu semua benda-benda biasa yang boleh buat korang menguap. sebelum lupa, Yoon nak ucap tahniah kepada semua yg dapat offer PILN Mara.kecoh sekejap timeline pasal benda alah ni. setakat ni Yoon tahu Raja and kawan Yoon, Firdaus. so good job. syukur sangat-sangat. bukan senang. make a right choice for your future. First-first bila Raja call bagitahu, rasa sedih tu confirm ada. sebab bayang nanti tak study in the same country, tapi takpelah. boleh kikis duit Raja suruh beli souvenirs! hewhew.Ish, Mara penat-penat bagi duit suruh dia belajar, engkau pulak nak jadi pisau cukur. mata duitan you.ah, apa aku kesah? tehee :D apa-apa pon, goodluck la weh. grab this oppurtunity and don't take it for granted. InsyaAllah Allah bantu kita. and yang dah pon sambung belajar di matrik and universities and pada yang otw nak sambung belajar (mcm Yoon nih) pon goodluck la weh. 94's babies are born to be genius kan. eh macam kenal je ayat. haha. bye!

# ingat nak marathon Love Rain balik. tapi dah terlalu banyak. so postpone dulu. mentang-mentang lagi 4 hari nak masuk UIA, semua dia nak main taram bagi habis. mak pon dah complaint yang mata Yoon dah jadi mata beruang.the eyebags gettin worse. tapi comel apa..

sekian,wallahualam.

I found this at 3.10 o'clock in the morning and I just knew I have fallen in love with it. Love Yonghwa ,but Juniel has a great voice though. She reminds me of IU but both of them have their very own style. and she's cute! tapi lagu ni ala-ala Jason Mraz ngan Colbie Callait kan? macam la. hihi. and btw, this MV was released yesterday, that's why I'm a bit excited. this song called Fool. (babo)

 

like it? no? so? 

# almost done with all the forms. tinggal nak pergi LHDN je nnt untuk nak mati, bunuh, penggalkan setem tu. hehe. tak sabar la nak masuk study balik kan? tak? tapi kita dah tak sabar. haha. and I just bought a black abaya tau? sebab nanti nak kena pakai every Tuesday for Law course. nak hitam putih full set macam ala2 dalam court gitu.and that abaya is lovely :D

Insha'Allah

Asalamualaikum wbt.

ehem ehem. tarik nafas sikit, lepass. pheww. this is a serious entry , so jawab salam tu dulu. hihi. takde kena mengena. btw, tak lah serious pon. just to tell you guys that the word "Insha'Allah" has always being said bye me lately. Kenapa?? I'll answer that question in the next entry. puii! Yoon paling tersedak bila kalau baca ada soalan macam tu, then dia suruh kita tunggu next entry or so whatever untuk tahu jawapan dia. haha. Yoon dah la ada penyakit curious semacam. tapi macam style jugak kadang2. like some kinda mystery. cewaah. ehem, outta topic lagi. sorry. 

”Sesungguhnya Allah telah mengadakan ketentuan bagi tiap-tiap sesuatu.”
[ At Tholaq :3] 

jadi ketentuan manakah untuk kita menidakkannya?

Dan apabila berbicara tentang takdir, sudah pasti kita akan menyerahkannya pada Allah setelah kita berusaha yang terbaik. dan Yoon semakin faham pasal hal ni. yes, lately.Bila imbas balik sewaktu ambil result SPM hari tu, Yoon macam tak kecewa walaupun tak dapat straight A's. sebab bagi Yoon, itu usaha Yoon, dan itu hasil titik peluh Yoon. dan macam mak kata, "rezeki adik banyak. syukur Alhamdulillah". betul cakap mak, walaupun tak dapat straight A's, alhamdulillah Yoon masih dapat beberapa offer untuk further study and penajaan. even offer-offer and penajaan tu yang tak menepati jiwaku ini(cewaah) but still, ada peluang untuk belajar lagi. and for that, siapa Yoon untuk menyesal dengan apa yang Allah bagi? and Alhamdulillah, after usaha and berkat tekad diri sendiri, dapat jugak offer UPU untuk course law di UIAM. my ultimate goal tuh.and Alhamdulillah jugak, not long after that,Mara appreciate hardwork Yoon tulis essay bagai and tawarkan pinjaman boleh ubah untuk further study dekat MMU Melaka for Law foundation. yup, its Law bebeh.for both of them.

“Maka Allah menyesatkan siapa yang Dia kehendaki, dan memberi petunjuk kepada siapa yang Dia kehendaki.”
[ Ibrahim : 4 ]

jadi ketentuan Allah yang manakah untuk kita menidakkannya?

Dan saat dapat tawaran Mara tu, hati still tak dup dap dup dap macam time nak tahu result UPU. and for me, that's a sign.but still, Yoon happy gilaa tak payah nak cakap la.Sebab bila time sekolah dulu, kami dipsycho yang untuk apply Mara punya pinjaman guna result SPM : the tension is greater because you have to compete with all students around Malaysia. back in mind, bukan students Mara je. harap maklum. dan untuk dapat tawaran ni, sangat bersyukur because I'm one of them. dan Yoon rasa macam diberi peluang kedua. gitula lebih kurang. tapi hati macam dah terlekat di UIAM at the moment I knew I was offered to further my studies there. hati melekat tu macam..macam tu la. haha. but I don't wanna rush so I think about that over and over again sampai nak pecah pale otak. Waktu tu hati kata macam sayang dekat UIAM tapi hati pon kata Ya Allah ruginya kalau tolak Mara. bukan senang Yoon oi.dan Yoon rasa sangat tak berhak untuk membeza-bezakan UIAM dan MMU sebab anything can happen in five years, macam yang Iylia cakap.bagi Yoon tempat tu tak penting. what is important is our niat and our true intention. and finally, after a serious discussion with my family and a deep internal conversation with my own self, I made up my mind.

 “dan sekali-kali tidaklah Rabb-mu menganiaya hamba-hambaNya”
[ Fushshilat:46]

ingatlah,tiada satu pun ketentuan Allah untuk kita menidakkannya.

I chose UIAM. not for my family nor my friends. but for myself, sebab Yoon dah kata, "Insha'Allah this is the right decision for me.I know what I'm doing and I know the consequences." dan apa yang penting ialah Insha'Allah yang Yoon di jalan yang betul. And what I got after that is a lot of questions from my friends that begins with 'kenapa' and 'why'. I didn't ask much, just want them to pray for me. cause I once again said to them, "Insha'Allah this is my path. and aku rasa macam Allah dah tetapkan aku untuk tuntut ilmu di situ. dan aku percaya aku boleh menjadi lebih baik dengan keputusan yang aku pilih ni. UIAM is not bad and I trust myself regarding this.and kalau nak apply penajaan atau pinjaman balik, aku akan cuba apply waktu degree. rezeki tu ada." Itu sebab kebelakangan niy Yoon selalu sangat cakap Insha'Allah sebab bagi Yoon, Yoon macam dah serahkan keputusan ni pada Allah untuk Allah cipta laluan yang terbaik buat Yoon. dan disebabkan ni, mak,abah, along amir semua macam lega sikit yg budak perempuan sorang diorang dalam family ni lebih secure di UIAM. mintak simpang perkara-perkara yang boleh mejatuhkan maruah family.tapi walau di mana-mana pun sebenarnya, jalan yang licin itu sentiasa ada untuk buat kita tergelincir. and once again, Insha'Allah I won't do that.tapi ingat, kita bukan hanya perlu berserah pada Allah semata-mata, namun ianya haruslah sehaluan dengan usaha kita. dan untuk itu, I'll try my best in UIAM! fighting!!

AJA AJA FIGHTING!!

 

“Sesungguhnya Allah tidak merobah keadaan sesuatu kaum sehingga mereka merubah keadaan yang ada pada diri mereka sendiri.”
[ Ar Ra'du:11]

Allah, is this the best choice for me? Insha'Allah Yoon, Insha'Allah..aminn..