♥ You Got Me ♥

this is just too cute for me to handle. PRECAUTION :handle with care, stop dreaming. hee

its 1:35 in the morning and I just finish my video call on Skype with Iyliani Anri. and I got my feelings mixed up.

1 I called her. (pretty excited)

2 We're on call (excited)

3 We talk and shared our new personal thingy (happy)

4 She mentioned about him (kinda blank+ happy)

5 She told me to take a step forward (kinda sad)

6 We end the call and the words about him are lingering in my ears. (sad)

but its nice to show her my new bag. woot woot. and my bears and my stuffs and my bla bla bla.its not always about him dalam dunia niy kan.so peduli la Yoon kan kan? let him be. btw, its good to have a friend like Iyliani Anri .so thanks for being one. happy dapat catch up things dengan kau. aku taw Anri gilaa bayang kat Yoon. LOL.

# I start to read my SWITCHED by Amanda Hocking and it is pretty interesting with a kinda charming hero in it! mmg Yoon suka la kan ala ala Hayden Christensen gitu. kbai.

QUE SERA SERA (whatever will be, will be)

#np What Makes You Beautiful

just chilling out. skyping-facebooking-twittering-YMing bla bla bla and blogging. haish. rasa lama pula tak update blog. kenapa? sebab sibuk. ceh, kau bajet menteri kenapa. haha,tak nak lah jadi menteri. byk problem. apa tagline Yoon, "stressssssss!".  and maybe, Yoon akan selalu stalk blog sendiri nanti. hahaha, bukan stalk, update der. sebab I think, starts from now on, lots of things are going to happen to me and I'm not going to miss it. and tadi bila skype ngn Cik Marliana Marzuki, we talk about futures, we talk about ourselves. wah rindu dye. nana tanya, "tak mintak maktab?". hmm. no I don't. nak jadi cikgu tak masuk dengan Yoon la. but don't get me wrong, being a teacher is one of the most noble job. it is blessed and need a lot of passion. just, Yoon tak minat kan. sama la macam engineering. whoa, ntah nape Yoon rasa engin sangatlah tak masuk ngn aku.engin masuk kat kereta je. hihi. or maybe, Yoon rasa TAKUT? I don't know. its kinda complicated. thats why Yoon tolak uniKL. cause it offers me engineering. and that is also why, I am in a dilemma right now. semalam or semalam semalam Yoon dpt offer GMI, Selangor. they told me it is under the SPC programme. so benda alah ni ditaja. Yoon kinda excited, tapi bila tgk dye offer engin. oh my. gelap jap dunia. dye offer law takpe la jugak kan? mesti ramai juga yg kat luar sana tengah confuse mcm Yoon. so, guys! kuatkan hati, doa and tawakal :D InsyaAllah apa yang akan terjadi ialah apa yang terbaik untuk kita. Amin.

semalam pergi jalan jalan kat jusco ngn mak abah. and they bought me marvelous breads, not to forget. they also bought me a lovely red bagpack. terima kasih. comel bag tu. nanti ada duit, adik belanja mak abah pulak okay ? XOXO

# bila tadi dengar What Makes You Beautiful airing kat hotfm, terus teringat dye.

If It Kills Me

Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
And it would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now

And baby thats a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I
Why, we go carrying on for hours, on and
We get along much better
Than you and your boyfriend

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still cant say it after all we've been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn't healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
Baby there's a lot that I miss
In case I'm wrong

Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me

If I should be so bold
I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said I would
I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again

All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
I think it might kill me

And all I really want from you is to feel me
It's a feeling inside that keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me
If it kills me
It might kill me

mee kari planet pluto

so entry hari niy mostly pasal makanan. hidup untuk makan atau makan untuk hidup, or... tak makan untuk diet? opps! tertusuk Yoon. maaf. haha. btw, Carrefour, thanks a lot sebab mengalu alukan kedatangan kitorang tadi. and sadly, Yoon tak drive. uh uh. sebab sebab, Yoon kena godek godek video apa nak pasang dalam kereta.  it can't be done actually. the system are already there, tapi for safety caution, video tak boleh dipasang waktu driving, kalau pasang, kereta tu akan mula membebel macam kak limah. bip bip bip.so abah Yoon spent his money untuk membisukan kereta so kitorang punya suka nak tgk video or cerita bila bila masa nenek aku punya suka. over kan Yoon? itu standard.and because of that, mak Yoon dah puas membebel kat abah cakap buat camtu illegal bla bla bla. what to do, benda dah jadi dah pon. tapi tapi kan,Yoon sangat tabik spring dekat kereta myvi sekor nih, because he always take care of his passenger, especially the driver. yela, tak pasang seatbelt, BIP BIP BIP, pintu tak tutup, BIP BIP BIP and etc. kalau orang yg duduk sebelah tak psg seatbelt, tak pulak membebel. okay, drop this issue. so, dlm beberapa ratus/ribu tapak jalan, sampaila dekat foodcourt carrefour tu. and I was like, "yawww man, long time no see!" okay over. but seriously lama gila tak jejak carrefour sebab dah ada tesco dekat dekat situ, so tempat tu jadi macam hidup segan mati tak mau. haha. surprisingly, banyak la jugak orang tadi. maybe nak jemput kitorang kot. most welcome la kalau mcm tu.

okay okay, nak cerita climax niy. main dye pasal makanan. sorila, entry kali ni panjang, lepas rindu kat you all. *gediks. itu standard. so, did you see that? my delicious Horlicks McFlurry. this is my first time trying it. and, SANGAT SEDAAP. yela, Yoon ngn mak tadi mcm blank nak makan pe.rasa muak makan burger and such. so we decided to try on this. and abah Yoon order murtabak. then dye order mee kari. so yang nak cerita niy, lepas sampai murtabak tu, Yoon la orang fiirst yg try. biasala, darah muda (takde kene ngene). then guess what, sejuk doh murtabak tu. and I was like, dem. apa lagi, abah aku anta balik murtabak tu suruh dye masak balik. wow, Yoon tak seberani itu.and mamak tu takde masalah langsung untuk buat balik. tak jadi nak bermasam muka. thanks macha! then sampai la pulak mee kari cik abah Yoon niy. muka abah Yoon dah macam cuka basi expired berkulat semua cukup tgk mee kari tu. mee kari yang tak macam mee kari langsung. display gambar punyala mcm kalah makanan lain kat dunia niy, tengok tegok, puii. mata ke atas, tangan ke bahu. so abah Yoon tanyala kat org stall tu kenapa mee kari dye mcm tu, and dye boleh jawab, "memang macam tu la mee kari'. okay, sangat selamba. nak tak nak, makan jugak. aku pon try try la rasa, and...baik makan maggi der. and ala, aku tak snap gambar mee tu. takut korang nangis tengok.

so moral of the story yang Yoon nak ckp ialah, cuba bandingkan respon mamak and org melayu stall tadi. Yoon bukan la nak puji mamak ke hape, just nak compare attitude orang melayu sekarang. pantang kena sikit, melenting macam dye jea yang betul. remember, customers are the first priority taw.the way we treat the customer, itu yang penting.even kalau customer tu tak betul, you have to know how to handle them well. macam mana nak maju. ala, cuba la tengok kat mana mana pon even kat kg ku tercinta, KL. mamak kat situ pon boleh hidup even tengah tengah bandar yg dikelilingi all the 5 stars restaurants. sebab apa? sebab diorang humble and rajin. tu jea. just yg tak seronok tu, ada certain kedai mamak niy agak kotor sikit. haish. tak dapet den nolong.

# disebabkan abah Yoon punya tak puas hati tak habis, he wrote on a paper and put it on that mee kari. taw pe dye tulis? "mee kari dari planet mana nih?". how childlish,abah.

I'm so stressed out for this past few days. and I found this.

stress is inner biofeedback, signaling you that frequencies are fighting within your system. The purpose of stress isn't to hurt you, but to let you know it's time to go back to the heart and start loving.

                                                                                                                                    -Sara Paddison

see? even the "stress" love me. terima kasih daun keladi.I'm going to handle you well from now onwards, stress.

SING WITH ME YOUR FAVOURITE SONG

beautiful songs from a beautiful movie.This reminds me of the old Hillary Duff. the time where Lizzie McGuire has become a phenomenon for kids like us during the primary school.My mom and I were searching the oldies from the youtube and I showed her this. and she liked it! Mak suka tak? suka? adik lagi suka :D and lepas tu, mak mula suruh adik download lagu lagu yg macam "sikit sangat tu".(mata ke atas, tangan ke bahu) nasib baik taste mak and adik sama kan kan?

I want this a.s.a.p okay ? -mak

1 Bill Medley/Jennifer Warnes- (I've Had) The Time Of My Life

2 Earth, Wind & Fire- After The Love Has Gone

3 K-Ci & Jojo- All My Life  

4 Richard Marx- Angelia

5 Michael Learns To Rock- 25 Minutes (okay aku suka giler yang niy!)
6 and so on and on and on.....

nanti mak belanja air kelapa okay? -adik

so,suka tak lagu oldies medley lovey dovey macam niy? kalau suka jom geng jom. kalau tak suka, takpe Yoon tak halau pon. haha.I loved various kind of songs.oldies are just one of them.so its not that hard for me to sing along with you for your favourite song. 

" I'm singing my blues.. paran nunmure paran seulpeume gildeulyeojyeo ♫" - blue by big bang. tak suka jugak? okay pi main jauh jauh. pffft. tehee!